Venting- my 2 cents

 I thought once people grew into adults they would stop talking about people behind their backs.  But I guess it's not possible.   If they are miserable, then I guess everyone else around them has to be the same way.  Instead of listening to what they are saying, you have other things on your mind & going on in your life.  So you know what who cares.  You're trying your best not to fret. But who cares. 

If you are doing what you are told & not beating around the bush.  Then you are good.  If you know it needs to be done, stay on top of it. Get it done!!!   But if you don't care, then don't do it.   

Debating how to start- its been hard

   

    As I sit here in Kaleb's parking spot at Western for the Senior Awards.   I'm wishing I had someone else with me who was probably prouder than me.  Because Kaleb took over his nickname from high school.  I can't believe that in 2 weeks or less- I will have a 18 year old and a high school graduate.  It really stinks that Timmy can't be here.   

     It has been 8 weeks since I heard your voice, since you walking in the door.  It's been 8 weeks since I heard you snore & your cpap.  It's been hard.  But I have been busy & trying to get everything together for Kaleb's graduation and birthday party on June 8.  I'm trying my best to make things happen.   

     I want to thank Dad, Mom, Ashley and Jeff for having my 6- (back).  We have been trying to keep things going for Kaleb.  We started the 18 gifts til 18th birthday.   It's been fun doing this. 

     We did take a day trip to Philpott Lake in VA & Fairystone Park in VA - Mother's day weekend.   It was fun just to get out & have fun.  But people might say I'm crazy for doing that who gives a crap.