Thursday, April 18, 2019

Am I Wonderwoman?



"Am I Wonder Woman?" 
That is a daily question that I ask myself.

     I guess it is really frustrating that people make me out to be like Wonder Woman.  Blame well knowing, that I am not her.  But, a girl can wish right. I know what I have to do, daily.  But, I would like to just sit down an take a break.  Then you have people that just wanna talk junk about how the way you do stuff.  I really don't understand why they get off on stuff like that.  

People can talk so much junk.  In turn when it comes to them doing stuff.  Oh, WOW!  It just kills them.  So, basically I want everyone to back off of me.  I am doing the best I can do.  Even if it is not asking for any help at all.  I am a very determined person and I will make it happen any way I can.


My daily schedule it goes like this:
  • get up
  • Get ready
  • Take Dad to drive the bus
  • Come back and get Kaleb up and going for the school day
  • Take Kaleb to school
  • Pick Dad up from School, so he can take me to work
  • Drop me off at work,
  • 8 hours of chasing kids, changing diapers and playing with them 
  • Dad picks me up from work 
  • We either go to pick Timmy up or we go home
  • I get home: help mom out, who is in a wheel chair
  • fix supper, help Kaleb with homework, do laundry and other household chores
  • Then if Timmy needs to be picked up, then I do.
  • Go an get Groceries if needed
  • Back to the house
  • Kaleb shower, bed, and ready for the next day.
  • Then I take a shower, pajamas and bed.
  • Not before 11 pm.
  • Then back up at 4:30, the next day to start all over again.
      I know it doesn't sound like much.  But at my weight and health issues that probably still doesn't sound like much any way.  But it sure in the heck is hard, sometimes to get up and go.  I am trying to make some changes, but it is hard as heck to do so with my flipped up schedule.  My goal that I made with my doctor is to get to down 60 more lbs or more. I have to have that done by the end of 2019. THAT IS MY GOAL, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.  IT WILL BE DONE.