Big Milestone
Some people may say that I am losing weight constantly. However, I see little change. I have noticed it in my pants size. Only by very little. I spoke with Mrs. Kristy today. I gave her my weight and measurements. She said, Christy you have lost 30 lbs & 63+ inches in less than 4 months.
I asked her if that was good or what? She responded, "That's fantastic!" I explained the reason I was asking was sometimes I have trouble believing that is the way I look. I guess because of how back when I was bullied in school. And since then I have not looked at myself the same way. Then I asked Kristy, if some people could have PTSD for people bullying and picking on them so long? She said, "That makes complete sense!" I guess that is the reason, started this blog.
The reason, I asked was that I have always been big or overweight. And since I have been doing this since Aug 3, visually I can't tell. I have a more than over 126+ lbs to go. I am determined to get there, even being injured.
I also think that I still am referring to the October 2018 blog. About when I told everyone everything about how I was treated in Elementary, Middle and high school. When someone, ask how I am feeling or how do I look? I always somehow try to change the subject. Because I really don't feel like talking about it.
So, the first picture is so true right now. I know I need to talk about it. However it will be a long time talking to some one verbally. However, I can put it more on paper and computer. I guess the reason I do this is so I want have to look at anyone in the eyes.
Please continue to pray for me as I continue on this journey.
And I want to thank each and everyone that has supported me.
Love each and everyone of you guys!