Puzzled!

 

Don't Understand!

    I have tried to be nice towards different people.  I know people have their own lives.   This person I haven't talked in a really really long time.  But when we talked, I asked if I could check in weekly or  when ever I get a chance to see if there is anything wrong.   I have done my part.  I don't want to make anyone angry.   

If you want me to leave you alone, just say something.   Don't just stop talking to me.  I may think something really bad has happened to you. 

Do I just have a big heart or do I need to give up?

Please help me out. 

Dont understand

 How can overweight people that don't work & sit all day lose weight?  And there are other ones that work & walk that can't lose a single pound.  

The reason I ask is the I have been heavy for most of my life.  I work a full time job & I walk where ever I go.  I tried Keto diet & I ended up with tachycardia.   Now I have to watch what kind of exercise I do.  And then see if I can lose a single pound.   

Then a person very close to me, who started the same weight.  Has lost 30 some pounds.  And all she does is sit, eat & walk to her room.   

It baffles me.  I eat healthy.  I haven't had a soda since 2019.  It's FLIPPING FRUSTRATING.   

Can someone please tell me what I am doing wrong?

Please continue to pray for me as I figure out what I can do to get started?

FRUSTRATED!!

 People don't understand how this hurts me so bad.  I am so frustrated.   Heather gets. All the attention of Timmy, Mom & Dad.  Then there is Ashley,  she has Makenna,  Leighton & Ashton.  Yes,I have Kaleb.  But it's like I got the back burner turned on.   Which it hurts.  

It decided that this week.  Lately it all been about Heather.  For the one who doesn't know.  On June 10th, there was a Alamance County Sheriff Officer that had served us with an Emergency Protection Order for Heather.   She claimed that she never got taken care of.  She never got fed.  Or anything else.   It was she didn't want to.   You see in our house, we have an open floor plan.   And if she really wanted to go & do things.  It was free & open.  She stayed in the hospital for 2 months.  And then DSS, placed her in Roxboro at an Assisted living facility.   

That's all I can talk about,  now.