15 months-Missing you
15 months = 65.179 weeks
15 months = 456.25 days
15 months = 10950.012 hours
15 months = 657000.72 minutes
15 months = 39420043.2 seconds
15 months = 39420043200 milliseconds
15 months- I have been working hard to verbally express my emotions using different words. Right now, I am frustrated because there are several things no one tells you about when you become a widowed.
The 1st is loneliness- which has been hard. Although I have Kaleb that's different. Because I have no one to snuggle with at night. I don't have/ had a bad dream. Or someone to close to when trying to relax to go to sleep.
The 2nd is the financial issues- I am learning as I go - going from 2 income family to a 1 income family has been really hard. Going from paycheck to paycheck & even taking on a part-time job, which it's physical draining. But it helps a little. Kaleb has been trying to help. But he has filled out 20+ applications. But not one bite. But at least he helps out at home.
I am mentally and emotionally exhausted. I do this day by day.
Please continue to pray for us as we try to figure this out. Please pray for me as I continuously make it day by day.
