Happy Thanksgiving! 20 months

 

Happy Thanksgiving! 

20 months 

     With it today being Thanksgiving , it was a busy day of cooking & keeping everything going correctly.   With it being our 2nd Thanksgiving without you.  It was hard, but a emotional.   Last year, i was still numb & trying to figure everything out.   Which I still have not done.   It has been really hard to do that.  But it's a day by day.   I am thankful for family and friends who have had my back since we were lost Timmy.  

     With it being 20 months of losing you, it seems still hard.   I know I keep repeating this over & over - month after month.  But it seems like a really bad dream to where I would wake up & you were standing right in front of me.   I know that is impossible.   But if it wasn't for your deodorant, sweatshirt, & the picture of us in the living room. It would be hard.  

20 months- 86.905 weeks 

20 months- 608.334 days

20 months- 14600.016 hours 

20 months- 876000.96 minutes 

20 months- 52560057.6 seconds 

I want to thank everyone for their continued thoughts and prayers. 

Happy Anniversary, Timmy!

 

Happy Anniversary, Timmy!

     This week was a on /off week of emotions.  It was hitting me hard yesterday.   But I know that I got this!  Yes,  thinking about to before we even started dating.   I really didn't even know what it meant to be loved by someone.   But everytime I saw Timmy in passing, I had butterflies.  But I didn't think that we would last or even get married.   

      Apparently, Timmy knew from day one.   He told a couple of my friends that he was going to marry me.   We hadn't even went out on a date.  He was a kind and caring man.  He knew what he wanted & went for it.  

     This year would have been our 22nd wedding anniversary.   It is hard for me to say that.   But, he is looking over me.  I will always love & cherish him.  No matter what.  He was also my 1st love. 

I love you, Hinkdog! ❤️❤️

With the holidays coming around the corner.   For someone who has lost a spouse or a love one it's hard.  Please keep a check on your friends who are widows or widower.  They need encouragement or someone to talk to in this season.   Please don't give up on us. 

Please continue to say a prayer for me as I try to manage this holiday season.