I know these blogs seem like I talk about the same thing everytime. Where it is almost the same thing, but it's in a different context. I have a quick question for everyone.
How many people think that I am Okay?
The answer to the question is, NO!! I haven't been okay for a while now. The reason I asked was to see if people understood how I act the way I do.
I am not a rich person, so I can't afford to see a therapist to talk to. This is the reason I started this blog. To be able to vent. I mean I have friends to talk to but it's like I am boring them with my problems. Doing a blog, let's me vent. Venting is like instead of talking you are writing or typing.
It sucks. I can't explain, why or what is going on in my head. I can put it down on paper than physically face someone else and spill my guts to them.
See, this what I am talking about. With all that I have been through, my mind jumps all over the place.
This is how I feel about myself. Which I know is crazy. I don't understand why I feel like a nobody or that I am worthless. I know I don't give myself the credit , I deserve. But it's the way, I feel. Probably every single person that reads this, who has met me or know me for a very long time will disagree. I can't explain. But it's the way I feel.
Please pray for me, so I can figure out what is going on. 💔💔😭😭😢😢😢🤔🤔💚💚💚
