Merry Christmas to you!

 This last couple of days, I have been trying to figure out how to write this. So here it goes.

Merry Christmas to everyone!

     I know everyone says that the holidays are suppose to be happy, cheerful, & wanting to be with family. Well, I know from this year, our Christmas will not be a normal Christmas. We are missing a crucial part of the family. It sucks. Putting up all the decorations - Yard blows ups, Christmas 🎄 and even the stockings -(which got put up tonight).  

     Once I found that Kaleb was asleep. I put out all the presents & Mom had on the Country Music 24/7 channel. The very next song that came on was Alabama “Angels among us. “ I knew was Timmy. He was letting us know that he was here while I put out Kaleb's presents. Which was one of the songs that was played on his memorial video. 

     I have been trying my darnest to stay strong but It has been really hard. Some how I have done that. Even when Dad played Santa at the daycare on Friday. Last Christmas, you played Santa at the daycare. Yet, did I know that was the last time that would happen.   

Please continue to pray for us as we are trying to get through the holidays.