26 months-Harder

26 months- HARDER!!

26 months- 112.977 weeks 

26 months- 770.834 days

26 months- 18980.021 hours 

26 months- 1138801.25 minutes 

26 months- 68328074.4 seconds 

     Its been a couple of rough days- mentally and emotionally.  I have been trying to process the changes that are coming around in my daily routine.   Yes, it has been 26 months, since you have walked through the front door.   Now, is have several of the daycare kids, who i have had since the baby room to the 4-5 year old room.  They will be going to kindergarten.  I am not okay with that. 

     I told a couple of people that, I am not okay today.  One of those people told me that it will be okay & get better.   The next time someone tells me that.  I would probably go off.  With people suddenly leaving, it's hard for me mentally and emotionally to comprehend like that fast.  Because when people experience a traumatic event that happens right in front of them.  It's hard to explain.   When the routine or people who are in my daily group changes lately it has been hard for me.