21 months
In the last 21 months, I have learned how to push forward even if I didn't want to. I have to get out of bed & continue with my day. I have learned some techniques on how to explain what is going on inside my head & my emotions. But, I know people could careless about what i have to say. But, I will continue to honor Timmy with everything I have.
There is one thing that I don't like is the word Widow. I am a survivor. I am a I guess you can say a Rockstar. But I don't feel like it. I am so tired, overwhelmed and not doing anything extra except what is on my schedule. I have always had to favorite sayings. 1, is you got this. 2. Is never give up.
When people tell me that, they don't know how I do it. It's something that Timmy showed me. To always be kind & help out. I guess that is the reason, its hard for me to say no. Because in my mind, I have to stay busy.
21 months = 91.25 weeks
21 months = 638.751 days
21 months = 15330.017 hours
21 months = 919801.008 minutes
21 months = 55188060.5 seconds
Since I heard your voice, seen you walk in the door, & held your hand.
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