22 months & I am not okay!
22 months- 95.595 weeks
22 months- 669.167 days
22 months- 16060.018 hours
22 months- 9636011.056 minutes
22 months- 57816063.4 seconds
22 months- People may say its not a long time. But 22 months is a long dang time. It's hard to explain, what a toll it takes on someone emotional, mentally, socially and physically. I would love to wake up from this really bad dream.
The emotional, mental, physical & social side of the grieving process for me. Isn't the golden rule. "Do unto others, as you would have them do unto you! I know almost everyone has gone through the grieving process in some form or fashion. It's different for everyone. It just frustrates me or irritates me.
Most recently, I hate (harsh word I know) the way people comment to us as widows. I have had so people say the Timmy, wouldn't like you this way. Or people tell me, i don't like you this kind of mood. Well, I'm sorry. I am trying to change my attitude or change something that is going on inside of me.
Sometimes I feel like no one understands how I feel. And I don't want to bug everyone about everything that I am going through in my head. But who cares what Christy thinks or says. So for me to explain, you might not understand.
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